All this to say, I'm in no place to judge God's plan. I'm overwhelmed by the sheer number of moving parts, each being a precious soul.
Job 38:1-7 — The LORD Answers Job
Then the LORD answered Job out of the whirlwind and said:The LORD's answer continues through chapter 41. It's not for me to question His timing It's not for me to direct His actions. It is for me to be humble, still enough to rest on the truth of His righteousness.
“Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?
Dress for actiona like a man;I will question you, and you make it known to me.
“Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth?Tell me, if you have understanding.
Who determined its measurements—surely you know! Or who stretched the line upon it?
On what were its bases sunk,or who laid its cornerstone,
when the morning stars sang together and all the sons of God shouted for joy?
The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight. — Proverbs 9:10